I’m usually a pretty positive person so but I’m just not feeling it today. So practically I’ve been extremely stressed recently. At the moment, my stomach just want to reject anything I’ve eaten. It started with having to get an emergency gingivectomy and frenectomy, so my mouth is in pain and my gums will bleed every once in a while. After that I’ve been feeling really anxious in school because we have to get a FOURTH substitute teacher for my English class (I’ll explain that later) and I feel utterly unprepared for the final. I have three exams tomorrow and a concert in the afternoon. I can’t read sheet music well and I don’t know the last song (Can’t Buy Me Love Medley). My first AP exam is in 2 weeks from now. My best friend is moving away. And a medical condition I have just got worse (it affects my mental health, mood swings, physical growth, etc). People I know say I’m overworked. They’re is never a time I’m not doing something. I barely have time for myself. I physically and mentally can’t de-stress myself. I just don’t know what to do or how to. I have no hobbies or anything. And it’s really affecting my mental health. But I still want to keep up my schedule and help others. But it’s just hard to deal with.