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  1. I'm so sorry. I burden everyone. I'm an annoyance. I screw up things, and yet all I can do is say sorry. It feels like I'm drowning myself. I know I'm doing it, but I just watch myself drown. I sit back while my heart goes numb and my mind goes blank. I can feel myself fading but I do nothing to stop it. I do nothing about it. I'm killing myself and I don't care at all. Do you know what it feels like to have your soul shrivel up and turn to dust? To have your heart break and crack at the slightest touch. Your mind fills up with these dark thoughts and you let it consume you. You let it destroy every fiber of your being, because that's what you deserve. I don't know how to make this stop...
  2. Bre the Kitty

    Inktober!!!!!!!! Art!!!!!!

    My entry for day 6 - Drooling
  3. Bre the Kitty

    Inktober!!!!!!!! Art!!!!!!

    This is for day 1 - Poison
  4. Bre the Kitty

    Inktober!!!!!!!! Art!!!!!!

    This is number 9 - Precious. I'm working on lining the others I did but I just want to throw this in ^^
  5. I know I come here often and I hate to take up your time but I just don't know what to do. This hole in my chest is getting bigger and I don't know how to stop it. I really don't. What do you do when you go through everyday wanting the worst? What am I supposed to do? I hate myself so much. Everyday goes by so slow and it feels like I can't walk on some days. This cloud over my head won't go away either. It got bigger sinse the last time I filled out a forum. The cloud got darker as the hole in my chest got bigger... Is this normal? This overwhelming hatred for myself and having to almost constantly fake how I feel can't be right... The mask is breaking and more people are noticing that I'm not right... And you know what? They're right. It's not right to want to die every day. It's not right to want to take your own life every day. How do I fix it though? I've let it get this bad so maybe I should just give up? I don't know any more... I have this voice at the back of my mind telling me horrible things that should hurt me, but I can't help but believe them at this point. I can't help but listen to the voice and I'm slowly giving up. I know I shouldn't, that I would hurt people if I left, but I can't help but feel that they would be better off without me...I just really don't know anymore...
  6. How do I deal with this pain I feel? It's not even really pain, I feel numb. I feel hallow. Like there's a dark empty space in my chest where my heart used to be. Yes i still care for other, but i dont care about myself anymore. I walk through the day hoping for the worst. Wishing something, anything, would happen because I deserve it. I don't know how to deal with it anymore, ya know? It gets worse every day. Self loathing is a daily routine now and dark cloud hangs over my head. No one at school seems to notice my fake smile or my stupid fake laugh. You would think they would see it by now... My anxiety is always suffocating now and the weight of my depression feels like it's going to break my back... I just wish it would go away... Please help if you can (though I doubt you'll be able to). From, Breanna (Sorry if this was long...)
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