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Hailey Hepworth

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  1. Inktober Day 11: Snow Fluttering softly to the ground Snow is falling all around Icy crystals fill the air Now’s the season where we care Children laugh and roll the snow Bundled against the chill wind blow Like a piece of shattered glass Snow is piled in a mass Skaters and sledders all filled with joy This snow is a gift like a Christmas toy Icicles hang from all the shingles People are singing Christmas jingles Oh what a wonderful world of white Now is the time to be a light Be a snowflake soft and kind Spreading happiness, guiding the blind Beautiful crystals, lovely ice Shining bright and being nice Snow is dancing through the town Taking away the slightest frown
  2. Am I still able to be a light for people? Am I able to reach people as I did before? What kind of person am I right now? Who have I become? These are questions that keep coming back to me. I taught myself to stop suppressing my problems, and through the process I’ve also begun to stop suppressing my thoughts, feelings, opinions, wants, etc. However, I feel like this has made me a worse person than before. I find myself being more selfish these days. I’m now looking at myself as well as others, but, am I even still looking at others? All I’ve ever wanted is to help people, but I don’t know if I can do that anymore. Am I being positive enough, like I used to be? Can I still find those who need help? I feel like I’m not as kind as before. I feel like my empathy is fading. I used to be extremely empathetic. A friend could tell me what was going on, and I would know exactly how they felt. I’d know exactly what to say. But these days I feel as though I’m at a loss for words. I used to know just what to say, and now I feel like I don’t know anything. One day my mom came into my room in tears. In the past I’ve given her advice. I’ve known just what to say to her and just how to help her. So, remembering this, she came into my room crying, and told me what was going on. She seemed so broken and she asked me for advice. Yet, I couldn’t say anything. I didn’t know what to say. Why did I fail her? Why did my words fail me when I needed them, when she needed them. I used to be able to see through any masks. I’ve always been able to tell when something is wrong with someone. But these days, it’s like my vision is shrouded in a cloud of darkness. Is it because I began looking at myself like I was told to? “You can’t help others before you help yourself.” That’s what people keep telling me, but what if it’s the other way around. Maybe I should go back to suppressing everything for the sake of others. I want my light back. I want my kindness back. I want my empathy and compassion back. I want to help others. Do you have any advice, thoughts, opinions, etc. that you could share, if I may be so selfish as to ask?
  3. Mirror mirror on the wall Please come save me when I fall All my problems you can see You can see what’s really me When I partake of this poison fair Embrace me up into your care Save me from my eternal sleep My waking thoughts you then can keep Bring me to a whole new place Away from these problems which I do face In your magic mirror land I feel I’ll have the strength to stand No fairies and demons to haunt me so No evil witches to put on a show A Princess with a happy ending And not the kind that involves a ring A Princess free from care and strife A Princess free to live her life Mirror mirror on the wall Please come take me away from it all
  4. Hahaha you’re fine! Don’t worry about it
  5. Yes it really is my first cover. The file says that because of the app I was using. I was messing around with it so that was the second file. Does that make sense?
  6. Sooo... I’ve never done a cover before. If it’s bad I apologize, I haven’t been very motivated recently so I was kind of really lazy with my voice, vocal technique, etc. Also, my voice is quite a bit dead so yeah. I also apologize for parts where it might be hard to hear my voice, you must realize this was all done on my phone because that’s all I had. Anyways, let me know what you think! My_Song_2.m4a
  7. Don’t Mourn Monday Don’t Try Tuesday Don’t Worry Wednesday Don’t Think Thursday (Lay how dare you steal it! Just kidding I’m not the angry type. For all I know maybe I stole it without knowing) Don’t Fret Friday Don’t be Sad Saturday Don’t Sigh Sunday
  8. On Monday morning I found out that my dad has been having an affair. Not only that, he wanted to stay with his girlfriend. Obviously my mom was heart broken. However I just smiled through it and focused on the phrase, “I have to be okay.” Monday evening she asked him to move out. However, yesterday his girlfriend broke up with him. My mom said he could come back but he came back angry. He hasn’t treated her well over the years and he told her it was her fault he cheated. I’m conflicted and confused unsure of how to feel so instead I focus on, “I have to be okay” I feel like I have to be okay no matter how I truly feel. I have to be okay for myself, those around me, and my family. I feel almost guilty because I don’t seem to feel much most of the time but I wonder if that’s due to shock, denial, confusion, and trying to force myself to be okay. I worry about my mom. I’m scared that he’s just going to hurt her even more than he already has. She herself has said that she’s, “second place.” He came back because his girlfriend broke up with him. Yet my mom wants to make things work all the same. I love my dad which conflicts me more. It’s hard to believe this is happening. I don’t want to lose him, but I also don’t want my mom to be in pain. Not to mention how I haven’t even cried over this... it’s strange. I don’t know, any advice?
  9. “I’m fine, I’m fine!” She says with a smile Oh that lie is deeper than a mile How could she possibly find through this Not phased, not dazed, no smile to miss I’m shattered, falling, lost and confused A broken doll, thrown away, unused The time is ticking in my heart Yet the clock has yet to start My world has quickly come to an end Yet a smile I’ll still send I’m okay, I have to be For if I’m not, than am I me? Everything’s falling, crashing down I have to stay afloat, I can’t drown My family needs me to be okay So my true feelings I will not say Hiding behind a wall of chains Happiness, she continually feigns
  10. I’m okay now. I just was discouraged due to my voice yesterday. I wasn’t able to sing like I normally do and I kept comparing it to others. I have an alto voice and don’t have a good high range. When I go into my head voice I have a really breathe sound because for whatever reason I sing with too much air when I’m in my head voice. That’s the only way I can hit high notes but I hate my head voice due to constantly being told how horrible it was and how I was singing wrong because it’s too airy. Yesterday for whatever reason my low range wasn’t very good so I was discouraged about that. I started thinking I my voice lacks emotion and expression. I normally don’t think like that but I think because of the stress and pressure of accompanying, I kind of just snapped.
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