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  1. 13 points

    Version 1.0.0

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    Karaoke version of It's Not Like I like you!!. This song is free to download and use as you wish.

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  2. 12 points
    I have a fond memory of a ridiculous thing that I did way back in elementart school. I was on a 1week long camping field-trip held by the school. We were going to this place in the woods where we would do a bunch of activities. The days went by and they went by quite well without some major disaster happening. (Which is a miracle, because putting a bunch of overhyped elementary school kids in wooden cabins and letting them have free time has many ways to go wrong. ) Anyhoo, I was in the same cabin as two kids who were both afraid of the dark. Ah, wonderful. Great. Why me. One of the kids were pretty cool about it but the other girl INSISTED she wouldn't go to sleep as late as possible, although the rest of the group was tired from rowing boats around a lake in the rain for 3 hours. She had, for some reason, brought a bunch of christmas lights???? with her and hung them around the bunk bed. This stopped me from getting any proper rest whatsoever, since I was slepping under her bunk. or more like not-sleeping, to be literal. Anywayys I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom when one of my teeth fell out. I didnt even notice it was wobbly untilthen so I was just "oh well thats inconvinient"... I just stared into the dark contemplating if i should stuff my tooth in my bag and forget about it, since I was tired as anything from not getting my rest. My eyes were literally trying to close themselves. But I reasoned that wasn't a good idea, since...well... okay random confession: I was a very innocent child. I believed in very ridiculous things longer than I should have. I was a derp. And I still sort of am. Ahem so anyways, I was too tired to think straight so one of my first jumbled up thoughts was "ah no I cant throw it away I need to give it to the toothfairy unless i wont get cash." I was somehow young enough to half-believe in the tooth fairy but old enough to love free cash. welp. I was a strange child. My next thought never existed, and I followed my instincts and blindly walked out of the cabin. It was dark outside, so dark i couldnt see anything in front of me. And it did NOT help that my eyesight is terrible. I somehow managed to navigate my way to one of the teacher's cabins, which was a miracle from god by itself. I was still stuck in a sleep?awake?no one knows trance and randomly knocked on the door. The teacher, now that I think about it, must have freaked out. It was over midnight or something, and everyone was supposed to be back in the cabins. I remember seeing her look really confused when she opened the door and saw me. She asked me what was wrong, and she probobly dreaded that somewthing bad had happened at my cabin. I sleepily explained? rambled. yes. I rambled to her that my tooth fell out, i had to give it to the tooth fairy, blablablah. This is probably the dumbest thing I ever said in my entire life, and the teacher was very kind not to dismiss me. She sweetly told me that shed keep the tooth and she would give it back at the end of the week so she could give it back at the end of camp so then i could take it home and..give it to the tooth fairy. (Oh god im cringing as I write this now) Anyways, Me, the kid who was out of my sane mind at the time, insisted "noooOOOoo I ca n just take it back and put it under my pillow righ t now" which made sence to me at the time? I guess. The teacher still did not dismiss me and tried to reason that "the fairy might not know youre here and not get to give you money" and tried to make me think logically? without killing my innocence/ignorance. I instead of agreeing and handing over my *** tooth like a sane kid, argued that the tooth fairy always knew where i was, otherwise how could she keep track of all the moving and travelling I did??. Honestly if I was the teacher I would probably have just given up and be like "look, kid. fairys arent real. go back to sleep." which is maybe the noraml human reaction and maybe just proof that im a terrible person. Anyhoo the teacher's responce mustve been different because I rememberreluctantly handing over the tooth, talking a bit more about random things that a elementary schooler would talk about after losing too much sleep, and trudging back to my cabin to collapse in my bed. a couple of years later I suddenly realized how much of a saint that teacher was for not shattering my ...stupidity...? at that very moment. She probably was trying her absolute hardest to not shout/laugh at me now that I look back on it. Anyways yeah I did a lot of veryyyy ridiculous things when i was younger, and I probably still do. This was just what came to my mind first! I have no idea why i suddenly remebered and shared this, i just hope yall wont judge me too hard for this now. On the behalf of my exuse: I was sleepy, tired, and a kid. Not a good combination for logic.
  3. 10 points

    Version 1.0.0

    210 downloads

    Criminal idol episode 8. Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Gasp* There's note on the floor with a briefcase. Note is fused to the boards from its old age. Briefcase is locked. Contents: Unknown. They wrote: My daddy daddy was a good good gentleman This alley alley was our home home without a bed. Homeless ain't nu'in child. Rich are the hearts that smile. I try to be the perfect child but it's hard to be. Life is often wild and the kids are mean. We still bathe twice a month! Don't call me greasy! This heart that you gave me is strong enough. This path that you paved for me has made me tough. I hope you forgave me for all my doubts. This life you've made is worth the ups and downs. One more time for the sake of God. I swear I'll give the best I've got. I won't let things keep me down. (Oh~ No.) One more time for the sake of love. I know that I am strong enough. This life, this soul, was made for good, for good. (Yeah.) I still remember taking showers in the bathrooms at school. Sorry about the mess. Also, thank you for the sink. He offered you a job that day, did you know his face? Did you know that we would become like slaves? Slaves to the mafia. This place ain't good for ya. Remember when you bought those rings for you and me? I won't forget what they mean. How you'd signal to show your sympathy. This heart that you gave me is strong enough. This path that you paved for me has made me tough. I hope you forgave me for all my doubts. This life you've made is worth the ups and downs. One more time for the sake of God. I swear I'll give the best I've got. I won't let things keep me down. (Oh~ No.) One more time for the sake of love. I know that I am strong enough. This life, this soul, was made for good, for good. One more time for the sake of God. I swear I'll give the best I've got. I won't let things keep me down. (Oh~ No.) One more time for the sake of love. I know that I am strong enough. This life, this soul, was made for good. I remember some nights in the uproar of their little gang fights you would comfort me with protection. Father thank you. I remember one night, when the boss came, you were told to fight (right?) for the agency so you left me but you flashed your ring. Never turned to look back but you knew that I was still behind (yeah?) as your right hand would be signaling in secrecy. You lead me to the front line of the battle. We were loosing big time yet you cackled as we walked right past to freedom, at last. Sometimes life can be pretty hard, So to the ones that finds this note: The code to the briefcase is the name of what lies inside. It is a symbol of unity, friendship, and shared lives. It is a reminder to be understanding, to trust, and to forgive. Please only take as many as you need and return the clues back to their former locations. Sincerely, The Ring Bearer. One more time for the sake of God. I swear I'll give the best I've got. I won't let things keep me down. (Oh~ No.) One more time for the sake of love. I know that I am strong enough. This life, this soul, was made for good, for good. (Yeah.)

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  4. 9 points
    here it is anyways, tweaked it anyways, will maybe do new design in the future if i have time
  5. 8 points
    The learning of a child... (Apologizes for the length) [2/2/18] As a child you learn, what's right and what's wrong. As a child you learn, how to be strong. As a child you learn, about how to write. As a child you learn, you need to be right. As a child you learn, the importance of friendship. As a child you learn, that you can be friendless. As child you learn, that you should be kind. As a child you learn, that loved ones are blind. As a child you learn, hurt can still heal. As a child you learn, that healing takes years. As a child you learn, you need to grow up. As a child you learn, your best is not enough. As a child you learn, this world can be cruel. As a child you learn, the cruelness of school. As a child you learn, independence is key. As a child you learn, you're not allowed to dream. As a child you learn, that you only lie As a child you learn, that you are a crime. As a child you learn, that you've been wronged. As a child you learn, comforts from songs. As a child you grow, to decipher what's true. As a child you grow, to become you. As a child you grow, from what you know, As a child you grow, from all that woe. As a child you see, the future is bleak. As a child you see, that you seem weak. As a child you feel, hope start to fade. As a child you feel, someone comes to your aid. As a child you turn, to a safe place. As a child you turn, to hear a trace. As a child you trace, to maybe find hope. As a child you trace, for a song to cope. As a child you find, the strength to believe. As a child you find, you're allowed to grieve. As a child you find, someone who inspires. As a child you find, they help when it's dire. As a child you reach, to finally belong, As a child you reach, and find you're strong. As a child you search, and grasp hope. As a child you search, to find resolve. As a child you are shown, that you're not alone. As a child you are shown, you're not on your own. As a child you are shown, friends come from afar. As a child you are shown. they also have scars. As a child you learn, that if you hold on. As a child you learn, your friends bring a new dawn.
  6. 8 points
    Static: whats this Youtube:.....um...your.. Play button award? Static: nu this isnt what i wanted Youtube: ? Static: I wanted a giraffe!! Youtube: Static: please give me a giraffe instead Youtube:.... *hands over guraffe plushie* Static: (satisfied) ah yes, this is the best award.
  7. 7 points
    Usually I would write a 17 paged essay, like Ray, hehehe.... but so much of value has already been said by everyone who posted before me. There's a lot to feed on, there. =) The only thing I would add is to, perhaps, search for the root of your problem, here. Believe it or not, all of the problems you listed may have a very important lesson and virtue in common. And you have everything it takes to learn and grow towards it. You're actually already on your way there... I know this because you have a beautiful and big heart - You, of all people, will be able to overcome this obstacle. I know this to be true. I have 100% total faith in you. ^^ This is something I had to learn, and so hopefully you can learn it quicker and easier than I did. ^^ So what is it? Love. You care a lot about people. You've said so yourself and you've shown it when you interact with me and others. However, you also cling to people because you care a lot about them. But love... <=) ahh~ --- Oh sweet freedom of love... Love is beautiful because it is giving and wants for nothing. - in wanting for nothing it is freeing. You care a lot about what people think, what people do, how people see you... especially those you hold dear. In your heart, you want them to care for you, be fond of you, and treat you well. But what you need to do is NOT CARE, so much, about what they do or what they think... but instead, just be caring... regardless of their flaws or thoughts. If you stop worrying about what they think and just love on them... not worry about what evils they have done but just meet them where they are and love on them... you don't end up with the feeling of longing, or a lack of be-longing. Right now, you may cling to people or feel lonely because you want someone to care for you and love on you. But a loving heart doesn't demand or desire those things... It simply wants the best for others (and themselves), and tries to help people achieve that. Your value is infinite and doesn't change based on your relationships with other people or how productive and talented you are... Don't let the world fool you. A lot of times we search for others to make us feel valuable or loved but that is, unfortunately, so backwards! You have a great big heart and the right personality to be a super caring and loving person... and you already are. You just need 1 thing: Don't Care about peoples Thoughts and Actions. Care about the actual Person. And be a little nicer to yourself, too... love yourself that same way - not based on your past failures or successes. Simply unconditionally... because you want the best for you, from this moment forwards... and you want to be happy. So be free and give yourself freely - and do your best to be your best. You will find strength and joy in that. The feeling of being lonely will always find you, until the day you die. You can go through spurts where it isn't there, but it will find you on a silent evening or on a stroll through the park. It will determine how you live out every single day of your life. The feeling of being poor will always be there, until the day you die. Some days may be better than others but you'll never have enough... and it will determine how you live out almost every day of your life. That is - until you learn to stop letting those things determine how you see your life. Once you realize that, all along, it was an unhealthy desire and you stop letting such things determine how you feel... you stop feeling that sensation of "i don't have enough money" or "I don't have enough toys, the neighbor has more" or "I don't have enough friends"... You simply feel like you have what you need... in fact, you start to feel as though almost everything you have is in excess, way more than you need. When you love and give yourself without desiring anything, from the other person, you start working in reverse. You prove to your heart that is has the ability to give, even if it feels like it's alone and empty... nothing to give... You end up realizing you have a lot more than you knew... and a lot to be grateful for. Then, instead of wallowing in what you don't have or what's not perfectly the way you wanted it, suddenly your cup is overflowing and you're glowing with an authentic joy that YOU decided to make for yourself, rather than waiting for someone else to give it to you. Waiting for others to make us feel good is no way to live, it'll be a GIGANTIC let down almost Every Single Day... and trust me, I KNOW.. oh buddy do I know. Anyways. I'm sure you knew all of this. but reminders are important, sometimes. ^^ Sorry if I was a tad blunt, but I know you're strong enough to take it. =) Oh look at that. nvm. I did end up writing a 17 paged essay. LOL
  8. 7 points
    Does this workkkkkk or do I have to edit it idk
  9. 6 points
    This has been something I always used to do and now want to get back into the habit of. I tell bad jokes so people can laugh. Whether you laugh at the joke, or me for how bad my jokes are is irrelevant as long as you can at least snicker(TM). Did you hear about the arrogant trumpet player who always wins music awards? He's always tooting his own horn.
  10. 6 points

    Version 1.0.0

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    Sometimes you start a project with someone and it just doesn't make it to the final stage... This is from one of those projects. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Welcome back to life. It's a sunshiny day. You've been asleep a little while. I'd like to greet you with a smile. Get up! Now, grab a bowl of cereal 'cause no one knows where this road will go. No. This day is a mystery yet untold. And I know that you are still sleepy. Wake my dear. Your adventure calls. It's so awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. We are not going down without a fight. We like our sugar popped sunshine life. Sugar sugar pop, sugar popped sunshine. Sugar sugar pop, sugar popped sun. Once again we're back. feeling bold and refreshed. We got that bounce in our step. We got that sparkle and pep. Yeah! Now, suck a cup of lighten up cause truth be told it could be rough. Yes. This life is a mystery yet untold. And I know that you are still sleepy. Wake my dear. Your adventure calls. It's so awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. We are not going down without a fight. We like our sugar popped sunshine life. Sometimes we can lose our way but right now I am wide awake. It's awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. (Sugar sugar pop, sugar popped sunshine.) [x6] Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Can you feel it, Sunshine? Can you feel it? Can you feel it? Can you feel it? It's so awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. We are not going down without a fight. We like our sugar popped sunshine life. Sometimes we can lose our way but right now I am wide awake. It's awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. It's so awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine. We are not going down without a fight. We like our sugar popped sunshine life. Sometimes we can lose our way but right now I am wide awake. It's awesome that we are alive beneath the sugar popped sunshine.

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  11. 6 points
    Welcome to our forums! If you were here for our last website, welcome back. It has been quite the journey to get to this point, and we have some awesome things planned for the community over the next year and beyond! Faster release schedule: We all know the current wait for new songs is super long. That will be getting much better. More music on Spotify, iTunes, etc.: We will be uploading music to these services regularly. Yes, this includes Criminal Idol! Higher quality music: Is this even possible? You better believe it! Upgraded equipment has arrived and a new dedicated recording studio is in the works! Finish the first Criminal Idol Album: The current plan is for the first album to have 12 episodes. You read that correctly, this is only the first arc! We will hopefully be with the characters for a long time. More artists: Welcome CDVNL and possibly others! We are committed to our vision to change the world, for the better, through quality music. Official Chat: Join our official chat room by clicking the chat on the right hand side of the window! More content: We will be pushing more awesome content than before. I can't go into a lot of detail, but expect some more great episodic content. Merchandise: We are planning all kinds of cool and unique collectibles. So, how are we going to do all this? First and foremost, we have a great community. You all drive us to do more, and get better. Your support is invaluable. @Ryan Seewald 【Static-P】 is working full time to create awesome content @Kyle is now also going to be working full time to support the community, keep our finances in line, and help complete projects. @Joe 【CDVNL】 is dedicated to providing fresh and awesome content on a regular basis. @J.Curtis Is committed to engaging our community @Jesse V. Is our Technology Guru. His knowledge and experience with servers will enable us to complete our tasks efficiently and on time. He also heads up our new streaming division. We are so excited to see you back!
  12. 6 points

    Version 1.0.0

    15 downloads

    You're beautiful. 🤗

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  13. 6 points
    Adversity… Most of the time, this word brings negative thoughts to our mind. We think of struggles, problems, failures, etc., but probably most of all, PAIN. I’ve only met a few people who say they actually ENJOY feeling pain… Honestly, I may be a bit skeptical of that statement… I certainly don’t like pain!! It HURTS!!! When you come up against a challenge, what is your first response? Do you run toward it? Away from it? Do you try to dance around it, or procrastinate? Maybe you just try to put it out of your mind? If you’re like me, your response may vary depending on how you feel that day. But, deep down we know that simply following our feelings at any given moment is generally not a good recipe for happiness. To just get blown around in the winds of our emotions isn’t going to fix much. I think a good start is to recognize adversity for what it truly is… A building block for something greater. If you are experiencing the pain of a challenge, the knowledge that you can grow from it will bring comfort and hope - two of our best emotional painkillers! Then, you can take it up a notch by being THANKFUL for the adversity, because you know that what’s on the other side might just blow your mind with awesomeness!! At this point, you become so mentally solid, that you’ll skate right through challenges that used to be crippling for you. You CAN make it. There are times when this is so tough to do… The situation may be super complicated, and you may need some help. One thing that’s so cool about the community at BSS is the love and care people show to others. On our previous website, the “Don’t Worry Wednesday” forum was the place where we saw people voicing their particular challenges, and getting some much needed encouragement. We kept it around for that very purpose. ***DISCLAIMER*** We are NOT professional psychologists or psychiatrists, and we do not pretend to know the answers to all the problems that people have. We only offer love and encouragement for people as they go through difficult times.
  14. 6 points
    lunarjade1004, thank you for posting, it is really brave to lay out your feelings and emotions like this, and I respect you for that! I remember in the past when I felt down, I would keep things all bottled up inside and it really hurt, so you're already stronger than me there. I am so sorry that you are going through so much; when a house doesn't feel like a home, one can feel so cold and alone. For parents, they have gone through life with their mindset and experiences. It may be difficult, if not (albeit less common) impossible to change a way of thinking that has spanned decades. Yet that doesn't mean that you must change to fit their mold. You are who you are, individual and existing and just as important as everyone else here, for noone, and I mean NOONE, has lived or will live your special life. So through gradual exposure, I do pray that your parents will be more accepting. You mentioned good memories and loving care in the past. Those were not lies; those are genuine feelings and memories. Even if they may be distant at times, such bonds are not so easily broken. Have hope, but do not live a lie that causes you so much pain. I would encourage you to try and draw out those connections once again, and it will then be easier to speak with them about more difficult things when it seems right. As we move through life, people will come and go, but that does not mean that you are alone. With each positive interaction, we take a little bit of them to carry with us moving forward. I have had good friends from years ago that have just fallen away through distance and time, friends that I shared great memories with. Yet although there is loss, there still lies joy within what we experienced and learned together and from one another. It sounds like you are afraid and concerned that people will eventually leave you alone, but they will always make up who you are if you want them to. And of course it is just as possible that some people indeed stay in touch! With the right group of friends, you may not physically see each other for months but you can still communicate just as closely as before, regardless of distance. It is hard to keep interacting with everything you have gone and are going through, but once you find the people who click, it will make the tough interactions to get there all worth it. At the same time, we all need some time to ourselves. I don't want to suggest trying to develop many new bonds when you aren't ready, so take some time out to collect yourself. Know that there are people out there who share your thoughts, your interests, but sometimes it takes time and effort to find them. Look at the internet; I don't know where you are but I nonetheless have the pleasure of hearing from and interacting with you! Our minds and our space seems safe to reside in, but alone we are limited in what we can achieve. You will also be surprised by what people truly think of you. When our minds run wild (I'm guilty of this too!) we impose words and thoughts into other people's minds, but in truth it may not be what they truly feel. I find it helpful to think of each person as an individual, where we differ only in our experiences that got us up to this point. Even though our own experiences may have had certain outcomes, we can always do our best to not impose biases and stigmas on new people. I promise, not everyone hates you! Nor do you have to feel obligated to interact with people who give you negative energy, like the person you used to like. In my opinion I think it might be best to be direct and tell them that you prefer or appreciate if they leave you alone. Not everyone picks up on signals well, so maybe just putting it in words will get through to them. Stay strong and stay inspired. You have love and compassion to share, and there will be people out there who will return it. Don't lose faith in finding them! Don't feel bad about reaching out to people for guidance or just to vent. You don't have to take my thoughts word for word, but I hope there are some nuggets in there that you can use either directly or as stepping stones for something else. You are not alone, no matter how dark and bleak it may seem at times. Thank you for being you!
  15. 6 points
    honestly this community is so talented and supportive in general it inspires me to become a kinder person in general. Everyone is so amazing and this place really feels like home...^^
  16. 6 points
    I dig You dig He digs She digs We dig You guys dig They dig It's not very beautiful But it's pretty deep
  17. 5 points
    Because Rainy's Umbrella needs to be opened, to work properly. Shout out to Rainy for her awesome art.
  18. 5 points
    Have you ever been caught in the trap of comparing yourself to others? I would imagine every single one of us would say yes if we were honest with ourselves… The whole world seems to be set up in a way that almost forces us to do this. We’re trained through the media to think that we should look like supermodels, live in trendy homes and drive the newest car possible. They tell us that we'll be happy then. WRONG! The truth is, we are all individuals. Each of us has a unique life with unique relationships and circumstances. We have different sets of flaws and struggles to handle as well. The person who thinks they're better than someone else is just as misled as the person who thinks that they're worse. Each of us has infinite value and dignity, and no one can take it away. “There is a time in every man’s education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson Now, I certainly don't agree with all of the philosophies of Emerson and the Transcendentalist movement, but I think this statement gives us a big key in how we look at our lives. The point is that each of us is having a one-of-a-kind experience on this planet. You simply cannot compare one life to another--doing so would be grossly unfair. Our job is simply to do the best we can with the life we’ve been given. It is a priceless gift, complete with joy, pain, beauty, love and a countless myriad of complications. Every single one of us has gone through hard times… They’re just different. When we see one another, rather than look with the torment of comparison, we should look upon each other with grace and understanding. With that, some of the deepest wounds can be healed.
  19. 5 points
    You only have the Admins to blame for this Pun-ishment. They let me on here. Anyway, did you hear about the kid who made friends with everyone at school by bringing soda? Yeah, he was pretty pop-ular.
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  22. 5 points
    YAYYYYY IT FEELS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN im so happy to be back here you have no idea
  23. 4 points

    Version 1.0.0

    115 downloads

    Karaoke version of Dream On! (Episode 7 of Criminal Idol). You may download and use this as you please.

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  24. 4 points

    Version 1.0.0

    7 downloads

    Enjoy!! 😃

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  25. 4 points
    Furnace Man shall be his first opponent. When he was young, Furnace Man tripped and hit his head on the furnace. He hit his head a bit too hard and the resulting head trauma caused him to believe it when he was told by a mysterious man that the world was full of evil and its defenders were the worst of members of it. Now Furnace man thinks he's a hero and all the hero's are villains. With the power of his pyro suit, he seeks to eliminate all heroes starting with Chair Man.
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